I still have the love letters men, or perhaps boys, sent me in the past years. On some days, I read and laugh at these innocent displays but, on most days, they remain tucked in the bottom of my drawer.
It was back in high school when I first stumbled upon John Keats. Since then, my young heart have been and will always be envious of Fanny Brawne for having a man write to her with so much love and warmth.
I remember, once, a man said he’d write me a letter. I spent days and nights in anticipation but it never came. What happened in between that promise and my waiting, I do not know. Perhaps gone are the men like John Keats. Or maybe love just simply changed.
the moon casts its shine
upon the aged letters—
youthful memories
In response to dVerse’s Haibun Monday: Handwriting hosted by Kim. 🙂
Scanned image from Rebloggy. You can also find more of Keats’ letters here.
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January 23, 2018 at 2:11 pm
My Dear Maria, you have written a wonderful, wonderful piece and I love it so! But then you know your words do that to your readers and especially me! Loved your Haiku too! It was so elegant!
Please do me the honor of reading my post “TO THE LOVER OF MY SOUL – LETTER #1? I hope it will touch your heart!! And perhaps my muse will bring me the words that you deserved and should have had in a similar Love Letter so very long ago!
Chuck
xoxo
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January 24, 2018 at 4:20 pm
Aww, as always, you words never fail to warm the heart, dear sir. My muse and I are lucky! Thank you. ❤
And I will hop into your site this instance to read that post. Ah, I hope you this letter was sent and read. I look forward with anticipation.
-maria
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January 23, 2018 at 4:23 pm
How wonderful that you still have love letters, Maria. I love the link to John Keats and the way you were affected by the letters he wrote to Fanny Brawne, ‘my dearest girl’. I can understand your envy 🙂
Your haiku shimmers.
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January 24, 2018 at 9:23 pm
Yes!! How lucky must Fanny Brawne be. I can only imagine her blushing cheeks while reading those letters. 😍😍 Thank youuuuu, Kim!
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January 23, 2018 at 9:47 pm
I suspect the letter was lost in the mail. And since you sent no reply…
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January 24, 2018 at 9:24 pm
Aww. Too bad he never did write.
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January 24, 2018 at 10:15 pm
Such is life and missed opportunities.
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January 24, 2018 at 3:35 am
Love letters… so precious to have. I wonder what I would have written in a love letter in high school… I was so shy back then..
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January 24, 2018 at 9:25 pm
Hmm.. love letters from a shy boy like you Brjorn must still be just as poetic.
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January 24, 2018 at 5:19 am
Getting or not getting expected letters can be a memorable experience.
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January 24, 2018 at 9:25 pm
I agree, Frank. ☺️
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January 24, 2018 at 7:24 am
i fell in love with your haiku sweet Maria! and this line “What happened in between that promise and my waiting, I do not know. ” is so courageous. i believe in between that time you grew up and became stronger and realised promises should not be carelessly thrown about. Wonderful writing Maria, i always love reading your heartfelt words. I have more to say about a man who promises to write a letter but doesn’t but I will leave that for a later prompt!
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January 24, 2018 at 9:31 pm
Aww.. thank you, Gina. That’s too sweet. ❤️ And I agree, we ought to learn that promises should not be thrown carelessly. I do realize one thing on the course of my waiting though… that I am not as impatient as I thought I was. Sigh. This hopeless romantic still waits.
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January 25, 2018 at 6:02 am
sigh…Maria, all we hopeless romantics do is wait and write love stories and poems of deep love and longing, and the words love is back. you write very sweet ones that leave me sighing all the time.
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January 24, 2018 at 8:27 am
Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet and commented:
Have you saved old love letters from your youth? Come read “Youthful Memories”
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January 24, 2018 at 8:29 am
I love what you did with this, Maria. It is sad that love letters seem to be a thing of the past. Texts and emails just don’t cut it.
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January 24, 2018 at 9:35 pm
I agree… everything is done in a haste these days. Sigh. Thank you, Victoria.
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January 24, 2018 at 6:04 pm
I love your post Maria and it brought back memories for me – of a letter never received.
Just seventeen, I holidayed in Germany with my mum and my aunt. There I met Peter and fell in love, unknowing of the concept of a holiday romance. In my impressionable head were the dreams of marriage and addresses were exchanged. I never heard from him of course…
Love your haiku and of what it tells.
Anna :o]
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January 25, 2018 at 8:24 am
Somewhere, deep in a trunk of memories, are some letters from past romances. I should dig those out …… maybe not!
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January 26, 2018 at 3:17 pm
Oooh Maria…this brings out the hopeless romantic in me…
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